When u're keep it

You're so cool

You're so deep

You makes me feel like what I have never feel before

It is so hard

It is not easy

To keep this heart freeze

You're so mean

Why this happen when I am about to like you more

How can you be like this

How can every person I love

They all leave me behind soundly

When this is going to end

I hope it end quickly

So that my heart will hurt less

But I still hope you stay a little more

But also afraid of being hurt more

Why are your words are so countless

Is it because you are ready to go 

Or just because you have a lot in your mind

Did you know that this is too hard to endure

Not only you were far away

But also leaving me from that far distance

It is not that I don't understand you

But this is because you were not considerate enough

To think about how to handle it

Nothing in this world is imposssible

And I believe in you that 

You can solve these maze

What am I got to do

When you're gone

After so much preparations

Now you do this to me

What should I do after this end

I really want to say hello to you 

Even just for a second

So that I can know whom I love this whole time

I know I am not enough for you

Cuz I may not be perfect

But I can see your heart from a far distance

I can give you strenght

I can give you a motivation

I can give you everything

So please don't leave

Please don't go away from my sight

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I feel more at ease

I cant believe it.. just act like u dont like him can make me feel more at ease.. i feel more confident eventhough there is one girl who keep want to follow him around but i can feel that he dont want that manner. As expeted he is a man. He can think bout his future.. he can keep it straight as man's dream. U know, after this i wanna just be ur friends.. it was more good than bcome a lover. We can know each other better this way.. thanks so much~ ��

Lets focus on study

Now i wanna focus on study for my final exam this march.. lets not being so much emotional. Just enjoy urself but not too much. Stay in a normal mode can balances my emotional. Just keep on alert on every single things u do.. ��

BELIEVE IN FATED

I think I don't need to confess cuz I must believe in fated. If we are destined to be together, nothing can stop us. I should not willing and hoping so much on people that I don't know their actual attitudes. If he loves me, then he must take a move.. Why me? I'm not gonna love anyone easily again. Fated can meet us.. No need to be rush.. Just becomes who u are.. And keep smiling.. ^_^

HOW TO CONFESS

Guys~ can u tell me how to confess to a guy.. I'm really shy.. Don't know if I can do it.. I likes someone now, but he seems doesn't notice at all.. How can I confess to him.. I'm really shy.. And I'm also worry that he will rejected me.. How to make him accepted me as I am.. He seems like a good guy.. But I don't know if he was behind me.. I just can't judge him without any prove.. But there was something that disturb my mind.. Actually, he already has a girlfriend but I don't know if he really love his girlfriend.. Cuz his girlfriend was far away from him.. She was studying at London, UK.. How can I say this.. She was not bad.. Sometimes cute n sometimes pretty too.. He got tastes.. He might be bored here cuz his girlfriend was not with him.. I'm afraid to snatch someone lover's.. But I also love him deep in my heart.. I just can't show it.. What can I do now.. Please, I need some advice.. Especially from guys out there.. I want your opinion.. 

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