Wow.. it's really been a while since I'm writing this blog. Believe it or not I'm already a grown up lady. Got myself a stable job. Got myself a brand new car. U know what? This is the only place that I can express my feeling without hiding from anyone. Cuz internet is always anonymous. Hahahha.. I'm currently in a broken heart mood. Serves me right, how dare me to play with fire. This is the result. Ok, I admit it. I know I'm wrong also, we're both in the wrong page. But I still believe maybe we'll meet again when the time is right. When we're both already matured enough to settled things down. But this is the life lesson for me. I should look at it positively. I appreciate all this moment when we're together. Enough with the heart broken story, I'm in the process of growing up, healing and loving myself. I should be happy now that I can be more independent. No boys no cry.. hahhahah.. what a beautiful lie. I hate beautiful lie, I love the ugly truth. I will pursue all the things that I've been kept since my childhood life. I will complete my bucket list with proud. Once I'm done with this business, maybe there will be someone along that can accept the real me. Dear future lover, wait for me.
